holygeez
Saturday, July 19, 2008 {11:27 AM}
holymoly. its already 2 in the morning, and im still awake.
so much stuff hapened today, and yet im still not tired. to tell you the truth, my feet freakin hurts and i dont know why. I freaking wanna write about lots of stuffs, but i cant. I just cant! this is the thing about me not trusting the internet, who knows right?! who knows some stranger is reading this right now. WHY HELLO TO YOU.
Lots of shits is happening to school lately, and ive been such a lazytard to do my notes and shits. im even lazy to study for quizes, and i hate when i fail. i hate it when i get a bad grade, id ont why i always feel sleepy in every class, im not like this before. im usualy more active than ever, but now?! i dont bother listening to every class. uggghh, i hate myself for being like this, why cant i be masipag na? its the 1st time in social last friday that i actually finished my notes, and guess what i lost my filipino notebook, it doesnt have anything there, i dont have notes and etc. i have notes, but its not finish. see.. told ya im lazy! i dont why im like this this school year, aaaaaaaaaaah! i hope in the next quarter ill be more active. 2 more weeks of 1st quarter, then its longtest week already. ohcrap!
feelings.. feelings.. feelings.
im not over him!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh, bat nalang? i tried crushing on another guy, which kinda looks like him but its not working, he's still on my mind everytime i see his name pop out. like wtf, chen get over hiim! get over him. get over him. repeat, do it and sleep. aggghhh.
and my ex.. i dont know? do i like him? aaaaagghh. im magulo. no wait, IM CONFUSED. i hate love, its one big suckfest. im typing like im so bitter and angry right now. nick jonas make me happy, do your charm.. melt me. :x i bought M Mag, which has 30 free posters of the JB. iloveyou! 345 is worth it.
GG --BY US.
CHAPTER 12:
Another FEELER in Town?
Honesty? is it really the best policy? could i t be true that S is saying the truth? is she really honest? or is she just showing off? we can never tell, but by the look at size of her head.. looks like she's having some air inside and remeber, looks can be decieving. S, get ready... the bitches will get you. Little J's got friends... with armies.
until next time.. i know you love me.
xoxo,
Gossip Girl
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