D-DAY.
Friday, September 12, 2008 {5:29 PM}
ITS THE DAY.
the day i will see my grades, the day ms.haban will tell my dad all the foolishness i did during the 1st quarter. ITS THE DAY IM GETTING MY SHUTTERS BACK and its the day... IVE DECIDED TO MOVE ON. i know i cant, but i have to try.
I got hurt, and i dont wanna get hurt about him again. ITS OKAY, FORGET ABOUT ME. dont say a fuckin word to me again, i hate you. i hate you for making me love you. I HATE YOU BECAUSE I FELL FOR YOU SO HARD. I HATE YOU BECAUSE I THOUGHT YOU'RE WORTH IT... I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU THAT I THOUGHT I LOVED ABOUT YOU.
I HATE YOU.
thanks for this broken heart.
im giving up guys for awhile, and saying hi to alchohol alot more.
STUPID CHEN. STUPID.
i gotta go and take a bath.
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I DONT KNOW WHAT I DID TO YOU.
Friday, September 5, 2008 {5:10 AM}
HB?
YEAH TOTALLY.
i dont know what the heck i did, i know i didnt screw up cos i know im dead fuckin serious about him.
i had a hard time crying awhile ago.. cos celina and kat wasnt there.
I had a hard time telling people what happened. i cried like a river, and it was actually the first time i cried like that to a guy, yes he's not worth it, every guy i like is not worth it pero ang tanga ko still holding on to him. i wanna know what i did that made him hate me. he's unfair, very unfair. thanks to you for this broken heart.
PS. IM STILL NOT OVER YOU.
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love?
Thursday, September 4, 2008 {3:08 AM}
Hey, you.
Its been awhile since ive been here, school's just blah... and intrams is comming.
tiring, but fun. drama's over and i guess im kinda happy now... since someone's making me smile every morning. hehe. i used to hate this school year, but i think its getting.. uhh... OKAY. ive been avoiding drama's lately, and i dont wanna get caught in one again. I pretty much hang out with the boys these days, they just make me feel oh-so-welcome, eventhough im a girl. Usually when i go with the girls, i get OUT OF PLACE, i dont know what the heck are they talking about sometimes, so i'd rather go hang out with the boys, i get them.. even those green stuffs they always talk about, and theyre very fun to be with. so i sometimes just choose to go with the boys rather than the girls... they laugh too much. haha
anyway, yesterday i felt like crying with no reason. im weird, i know.
i feel like crying again today... i dont know if he's avoiding me or what. well, whatever. we're just friends anyway... but he said sorry twice?! ugh. whatever. forget about it.
tatah!
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MATH IS SO NOT COOL.
Thursday, August 7, 2008 {5:41 AM}
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LONGTEST?
Sunday, August 3, 2008 {6:04 AM}
Its been awhile, I missed you BLOG!
School's just been suckish as ever. Thankgod my friends are there to make it less-suckish. I havent been active this school year, Im kinda hating everything right now. Which kinda sucks. How many times did i type 'SUCK'? count them all and ill give you a lollipop!
Longtest is this week. I hate studying.. SUCKSUCKSUCK.
Reviewing my notes is a KILLER! I cant understand some of my writing which is weird. I might cram tomorrow morning for everything.. blahblah. Im already done studying for english, ITS EASYYY. we have like less grammar and alot of anne frank so i like focused more on anne frank, i so loveddd the story. I actually cried while i watched the movie, man german's sucks ass. TLE was a killer, i dont have notes so i studied the drillsheet nalang.. haha ill cram tomorrow and borrow someone's notebook. Im almost done with computer... gonna finish the extra notes nalang then review it then im DONE.
So right now, Im typing.... kdsajdaskjdkfejfnaknwaihaubwajbajsbdas.
My keyboards is soft! i love it. LOL. ohgeez the battery of my laptop is getting low. hahahaha
random.hyper.awoooooooooooo.
go blue bears!
BEARSBEARS.
Me and Celina designed our team uniforms! WEEEEEE.
but i guess the other team got the same idea that we had. LOL. we we're first anyway!
but we think the paw on the side of the uniforms are pretty lame and corny thats why we changed it. We placed the paw on the shorts.. much cooler. LOL.
i cant wait for practices to start! thats the fun part. less study.. more dancing! HORRAY!
talk to you laterrr. ill study na.. BYE!
my sister sucks. she's screaming around the house and she's making my little brother cry, she's such a witch. me and my brother hates her so much, we want her to be bald. HAHAHAHAHA, ohwait she's already a big bowl of ugly. better run to my brothaaa.. he's crying.
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watsup?
Monday, July 28, 2008 {5:20 AM}
Its been awhile. I fixed this thing na, NEW URL AND NEW LAYOUT.
I wont give out my url to other people, keep this shit private for awhile.
ANYHOO, NO CLASSES TODAY.
NO SUCKFEST FOR 1 DAY. HELLELUIJAH!!!
how i wish no classes tomorrow too. but noo.. BOO.
ROUND OF APPLAUSE FOR OUR SUCKISH PRESIDENT, GLORIA! She did her AWESOME SONA TODAY. give her a round of applause with all of her LIES! i bet most of the filipino's didnt bother to watch her SONA. well, i didnt. I was online the whole day. I talked to.. :D OWMAYGAHD. :D you get it.. ? NO? ok. :))
Did you guys watch DARK NIGHT already? MAN IT WAS AWESOMEEEE.
Heath Ledger rocks! I love his role 'The Joker' He's such a funny villian. i love him
and batman is just stupid. =)) i loved the joker more than him. haha!
LOVELOVE Imax.
i have nothing to say na..
SEE YA.
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you were awesome.. before?
Thursday, July 24, 2008 {5:52 AM}
Hi, another SUCKISH HIGHSCHOOL DAY.
I cant wait for this school year to end, seriously. I hope no one reacts on this blogpost... lets just hope. And once again, Im reminding you.. if your reading this, just respect everything im going to write here because this is mine, not yours. if you hate it, then leave and dont bother reading.. ok?
I super HATE THIS SCHOOL YEAR.
Its been really bad ever since the 1st day.. well not really, like the 2nd week of school up to now. Friendship is a big thing here, we're loosing someone... and she doesnt care? well we dont care either. We told her twice already.. but i guess she didnt listen. So much for her "ok sige magbabago na ako.. promise ako talaga may kasalanan.." and her ever famous line.. "SORRY" what happened awhile ago, is seriously UNFORGIVABLE.
I can never trust her again, I can never trust her like before. I feel like i dont know her anymore... i dont know what's up with her, she doesnt tell me anything now. Bahala ka na.. do whatever you want. No talk? edi walang USAP. No pansinan? FINE.
Basta wag ka lang mang gago ng tao.. ok na yun. Wag ka lang mag lie sa ibang tao sa mga sinasabi mo, because your changing every story. You tell something to her, next thing you know everyone know's it already. i cant believe she's like.. saying everything to THEM.
enough about this. Some people might read this and make a big deal out of it again. Napaka 'WARFREAK' ko naman.. diba?
TSSSSSS. judgemental people are so lame.
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